There really are no words to describe what I feel right now. It is not anger, jealousy, nor disappointment. I guess I just finally came to the realization that some of the people I had always held the closest to my heart just don't deserve that spot. And although this realization should be devastating, it isn't. I think that I've known it for awhile but didn't want to acknowledge it or accept it.
I've never been so content with life. I have two beautiful and amazing children, I have found my life partner and every moment is a new adventure. Each day makes me wiser and these things that were once so important to me just don't matter. Could it be true? Have I finally grown up?
